Need..
Dennis isn’t as crazy as he used to be anymore. At least, that’s how it feels like now. I don’t know, it’s, it’s just like..
*cry* They grow up so fast! ;-; I can’t believe I’m actually seeing Dennis mature and stuff. It just breaks my heart so. (No, it really does..it kills his “cool” factor, yanno?)
I mean, it REALLY kills his cool factor. o_< I mean, can we say ew?
Audreeey, what is it? Noess…
Koori no Miko: FOOL.
Koori no Miko: DIE.
t3h aku: *die*
t3h aku: What?
Koori no Miko: :P
t3h aku: Or wait, I’m supposed to be dead.
t3h aku: ..Uhm..*goes back to being dead.*
Koori no Miko: Hell yeah
t3h aku: (So, what’s this about?)
Koori no Miko: (Er..nothing)
t3h aku: (You killed me FOR FUN?)
t3h aku: (What the heck, man!)
t3h aku: (Is that all I am to you?)
t3h aku: (Dead meat rotting under the sun?!)
t3h aku: (..Wait, don’t answer that question)
yummm..peach calpico is good. ^.^ I should bring (or buy..whichever) some to/at AX~~’specially when we’re at the swimming pool and indoor jacuzzi! yaay.
omgomgomgomgomgomgomgAUDREY YOU DIE ;-; ..I dun wunna make a Honey&Clover fanlisting in like..4 weeks. Even though that’s a lot of time, I’m like “zomg apps” x x;; well, no, not that much anymore..but stiiiiiilll xo!
oh well, now time to work on it, since mommy is being lazy and not trying to find the discounted Chronicles of Narnia tickets that we got at church. :/
Insecurities are part of any and every human being, but I seem to have gotten hold of the short end of the stick with them. I’m horribly insecure when I’m not doing something I enjoy.
Hm..
I feel a bit sad. I know why, but I suppose I’m too disappointed to type it down. It’s something I’m embarassed to be sad about, so I guess I should just forget.
Forgetting seems like such a hard thing to do nowadays.
It’s really fun to manage a design book. It’s kind of like a scrapbook, but I guess it’s more..modernized? At least, in my opinion. ^ ^; I don’t use pictures that I’ve taken, but I look through books (not hardback of course, maybe those free paperback ones, or postcards) and I tape it into this little book that I have. I bought it at Japan Expo, and the cover’s decorated with leaves and twigs and things. ^ ^; It’s really pretty though, and I really like the feel of it. I’m thinking of doing a whole series (maybe until I die?) It’d be interesting to see if there’s any pattern in what my design tastes are, or if I could look back at, say, book 3 and page around to get some inspiration. The colors are what usually gain my interest the most, so if it’s a great color scheme, I’ll usually remember it.
Until next time,
Jess.
Oh my gosh! I was looking in Amazon.com to look at some books that would have information for my English research topic, and I found this PDF file: click
Apparently it’s supposed to be $3500! I know I would hardly need it, since it doesn’t have much information I could use (though maybe some of the statistics would be interesting to look at..) I wonder why it’s so expensive? No one has reviewed on it..I guess, for obvious reasons. I wonder if companies have it for reference though? ..And it’s only a PDF file..
In other news, watched Densha Otoko today. It was one of the most heartwarming (and hilarious) things I’ve watched in a while, ahaha. It’s one of those series that you’d be embarassed to cry at, but you do it anyways. It’s the happy kinda crying though..you just feel so happy for Densha. ^ ^;;
Oh! And I should probably say..
Uhm..to everyone who came to my party, thanks! And definitely definitely everyone who said ‘Happy Birthday’, thanks to you too. And definitely Louisa for coming to my house and dropping off your gift, even though it was 9 at night..I’m sorry I forgot to call until a half hour later that I was back at home..Thanks so much for the sweater/poster/card though! I really really, really like all your gifts!
But most importantly,
Thanks to all my family members, wherever you may be. :3 Real or surrogate. Yes, that includes you, gema. <3 Because you are most totally awesome, and even though it doesn’t seem like it, I still depend on you. ^_^ Thanks for being there for me all this time, and I hope I’m not too much of a bother as a sister and stuff.
..Yeah, I’m pretty high off the J-drama right now, so I’m going to apologize now for sounding like a crazed nut on a sugar high. :o
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(This Dreamweaver instructional book is soooo fun to read.<33 I didn’t even know some of these functions existed, and how long have I used the program? – - ahaha, at least I’m learning it now?)
And I’m so totally afraid of the new Robotics compiler.. ._. Even though it won’t make a difference, I haven’t coded longterm for a while..(and in C?) I hope I’ll be okay this season. Wish me luck!
IV-V BREAKTHROUGH
"No matter how hard someone's heart is, if you keep on talking to them little by little, it'll eventually start to crack!
I believe it! I believe that useless effort doesn't exist in this world!
I'll bet a man couldn't understand it. A girl in love...doesn't even think about giving up just because it's useless! The moment you give up is when your life ends.
I'll make it through, definitely!"
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new: code @ pureink: my dev blog
currently playing: mass effect 2, final fantasy 13, pokemon heart gold, starcraft 2
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new: code @ pureink: my dev blog
currently playing: mass effect 2, final fantasy 13, pokemon heart gold, starcraft 2