Since I’m reaching the current chapter of Fairy Tail (HAHAHA this,) I have realized one reason why I don’t read manga quite so much anymore (if at all.)  It always feels like I have to keep going with manga, that there’s always something next, next, next.  At least with anime, you always know it’s going to “end” at thirty minutes (well, ~twenty three, but you get the idea.)

In any case, I doubt after this series I’ll read any more manga for a while.  I’m always open to suggestions though; no Reborn, Bleach, or Naruto.  But I guess that much was obvious..

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On a separate note, I don’t think intimidating people are very fun to be with.  They don’t even seem honest.  The ones that act like they’re extroverted, but are really forced introverts that love the idea of brown-nosing a little to get what they want.  There are actually some people like that at my school, but I don’t have the guts to really say anything to them.  I remember the last time I gave someone a hard time (it was actually a “friend” of mine,) the old group started giving me a hard time for no reason, besides the fact that I was giving my honest opinion.

It’s funny, because they always boasted about how honest they were, and that they didn’t care that you thought their opinions were harsh, because that obviously makes them more right and you’re just butthurt.  Guess that’s what you get for going to a school like this.

It’s alright though.  I’ve met a lot of nice people, competitive people.  Someday, everything will just look brighter than how I first perceived it today, yesterday, months before.

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But really, any way I put it..either sometimes people aren’t worth it, or I’m not worth people’s time.  Either way, I’ve hit too many dead ends.  It can only get more painful, I suppose, because I’m nowhere near the end yet.

Maybe it would be better if I was.